to the love of my life,

I'm sorry.

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I ruined today. I made you cry. And I would give anything to take it back.

please read this ↓

My love,

I was rude today at the beach. I was stupid and unreasonable and I ruined a day that was meant to be a great day for you and your friends. I am so sorry.

I made you cry and hurt you alot today and i just feel terrible.

I need you to know that about the other thing too. When me and my friends were looking at that girl, none of us and especially me wanted her or to see something. We were just being nosey idiots and we thought it was funny to make fun of her really. I never saw one picture of hers that showed anything revealing because that is wrong and I would never ever want to see another girl in that way besides you ever. Please believe me when I say this, and you know my loyalty and love for you and you know I would never ever dare to do something like this to you, you just mean too much for me and you know my morals you know deep down the type of person I am, but again I am so sorry I made you feel worthless.

You are the only girl I think like that about. I swear to god, you are the one and only. Losing you is my biggest fear not because ill be lonely but I lost the best girl ever to walk into my life you dont understand how much you mean more to me your literally my family your more family than my actually family and I want you to know that. and I don't say that lightly. I tell you that because it's the truth about me. and I want you for the rest of my life and until marriage then death.

I love you so much. Lets work this out and move forward im sorry.

I love you. Please forgive me.

what I'll do differently

words without a plan are empty.

so here is mine — not someday, starting now.

  • 1.I will pause and think before I speak when I'm frustrated, instead of taking it out on you.
  • 2.I will never make you feel disrespected or small like that again — not in front of your friends, not ever.
  • 3.I will keep my eyes, my attention, and my respect on you. No more being a nosey idiot with my friends.
  • 4.When something is bothering me, I'll tell you calmly instead of ruining a day you were excited for.
  • 5.I'll show up for the days that matter to you the way you always show up for mine.

this is what I'm fighting for.

you. us. every little moment.

Us in hanbok at the palace
seoul, with you. one of the best days of my life.
Our lock on the love locks wall
our little lock — locked in, just like I am with you.

Will you forgive me?

(take your time. I'll wait.)